Hello Natalie. I am an older, 77 yrs, white straight man. Thank you so much for writing this. You are so open and well-written. I appreciate your discussing these topics. My late wife was molested as a young girl, and her mother did not help her. Her mother, however, hated being a girl, and an adult woman. But coming from a small town in Austria, at the time, not wanting to be a woman was just a problem w/o a solution available. Anyway. I know many people in the LGBTQ spectrum and I am sorry for your difficulties, but it is so good that you speak out about it.